I'm still dealing with the Boy and the "incident." He doesn't grasp the idea of being grounded and I hate dealing with the bullshit. We had it out Saturday morning, which ended in tears and a major guilt trip. I'm having difficulties communicating with him and have less and less patience with his attitude. He lashes out and acts like a little shit. The results can be pretty nasty.
But, then there are Facebook tags from him to me . . . TuPac's "Dear Mama." While I'm not a TuPac fan, the sentiment of the song is great and I appreciate what my son is trying to say to me.
Which leads me to send him something to explain why I want him home, what he means to me, etc. . . I can't post it here because I don't know where to find the link (I need to work on this technology stuff).
Regardless, we are at a truce and I think he understands now, not only why I'm concerned, but that I'm doing everything I can to provide for him on my own and that everything I do, I do for him. Hopefully, we won't need another round of meltdowns and guilt trips.
Until next time, much love and peace.