It's Just a Number, but . . .

So, I got on the scale this morning and surprisngly, I've lost 20 pounds.  Woo hoo!  As I stood there gaping at the number on the scale, I got so excited.  Of course, I stood there for a long time, savoring that number.  Why, you ask?  Well, because that 20 pound loss was after 3 days.  I got off the scale and watched it reset itself, with that message at the end . . . ERROR.  Well no shit, Sherlock.  Then I got back on it.  A 3 pound weight loss.  I'll take it.

Why do we get so hung up on a number on the scale?  I mean seriously, yes, I need to lose weight for my health, but I'm in better shape now than I was 10 years ago.  My clothes are fitting better, and I feel better.  Still, it's not enough to make me stop obsessing over that damn number.

So today's motto is . . . It's Just A Number . . . play the lotto

What a Difference

When I started this blog almost two years ago, I thought my life was pretty good.  Things have changed so much--life is still good, just different. 

Endings Lead to Beginnings

My life is changing, mostly for the better, but some things will always be bittersweet.  I came across a saying the other day, "We aren't friends. We're strangers with memories."  That phrase struck home and actually hurt my heart more than anything else that I've come across.

I'll keep moving on, working through the confusion and pain. Right now, my life is a Kelly Clarkson mashup.

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Settling

Never settle for less than you deserve. Nuf said.

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Ch ch ch changes . . .

Things have changed so much since I started this blog.  Well, if you can call it a blog.  Is it really a blog if no one reads it or is it just the rantings of a lunatic?  That is for another day.

I want to blog about the changes, but I'm not sure how to block certain people from seeing what I write . . .even though no one reads it, this would be the one time that it is discovered.

So for now, if you are reading this, keep sending me positive vibes so I can do what I need to do.

Crickets

Yup...just crickets.

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writer's block

So much running around in my head, but nothing wants to come out. The things that need to be said can't be exposed, especially in such a public place. So for now, I'll just keep trying to organize my thoughts and if anyone is reading this, your thoughts and prayers are appreciated.

Until another day.

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